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[maythefourthbewithyou]

Doing a SOTU because there are some things I want to mention that are going on for Breeze ICly annnd I just want to touch base, and I want to talk out my feelings about how both of mine are dealing with their issues and how I feel about playing them. And this is easier than essaying.

IN CHARACTER: Breeze is in a weird place, mentally. A lot of good things are going for her in Camp. She has a girlfriend and people she cares about, she got to see Olivia on vacation, and even though some crappy things have happened, the good seems to be outweighing the bad for once. BUT she knows she gets new memories every year, and she knows that's coming up soon. She knows there's a good chance she could die or otherwise change in some major way, and knowing that is… weighing on her. She doesn't want to tell people, because she doesn't want to make it a big deal or seem like she's scared, but at the same time she… really does want to talk about it with someone, because it's a pretty distressing thing to have in the back of your mind all the time. And now that the time is coming up, she's trying to figure out a way to let people know, while at the same time trying to keep everything normal and casual and non-Feeling'd. Which she will be seeking them out to do in the next couple weeks. SO BASICALLY right now she feels a bit like things are coming to an end, and she's trying to have fun and spend casual time with people while she can, because she's afraid that things are going to get really bad for her, and she's just… kind of afraid, in general. But the Breeze can't be scared, so… IT ALL KIND OF SUCKS, the end. OUT OF CHARACTER: BREEZE IS MY FOREVER GIRL. I have times where I feel stale with her, or boring, or that nobody wants to play with her. But then I have really awesome threads with people and she learns things and develops in new ways and I just love playing her so I'm like, yesss primary character forever. Right now I'm just rolling along with her, preparing to update for the last time, so we'll see what happens! I'm excited for whatever happens and while I will miss her canon being an ongoing thing, I know she's a character I will still enjoy playing for the foreseeable future. I love her CR a lot. '3' DESIRE TO PLAY: 8/10 ODDS OF DROPPING: 0/10

Brianna | Breeze; GONE fayzedandconfused

IN CHARACTER: Hunter is in a relatively good place right now. He has friends he really cares about and he's glad that Jade is with him and that he's gotten to know her better. He's becoming a bit more confident in his dealings with people, though he still awkward turtles a lot. He's stressed about what's happening back at school, but stressed in a kind of muted way, because he's really good at deflecting and distracting himself. So when things aren't actively happening to him or he and Jade aren't having a serious conversation about MGA, it's easy for him to just watch a movie or read comics or whatever and ~forget about all the shittiness at home for a while. In Camp he worries about Jennifer and their relationship and also has moments of "wow she is actually a serial killer and I'm kind of dating her, what the fuck is wrong with me???" but, again, he's really good at distracting himself from those thoughts. Overall his experiences at Camp have been pretty good. He has good friends. That means a lot to him. '-' OUT OF CHARACTER: Hunter isn't my primary character in the way Breeze is, but I still feel like I play him a good amount, and I really like his threads and his CR! Sometimes I have voice issues because Hunter is so… normal… and because he's so normal he has moments of being a really, genuinely nice guy, and also moments of being kind of dry and sarcastic. Annnd I guess I worry about his reactions to things not being right. But it's not a huge worry, just an occasional thing. I really like playing him, and I'm really glad I picked him up. ALSO, COMPLETELY RANDOM, BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT HIS LAST NAME IS. Dammit, Morning Glories. DESIRE TO PLAY: 6/10 ODDS OF DROPPING: 1/10

Hunter; Morning Glories maythefourthbewithyou

CAMP: Camp is my homegame and I love it forever. I have no plans of dropping. I went through a phase a while ago where I posted a lot of mingles, but I've stopped doing that and I want to run posts more when I feel up to it. So if anyone ever wants to co-post with me, let me know! Uhh, what else. Sometimes I have thoughts of apping a third, but I don't have anyone particular in mind, and also when I play three characters in Camp one of them usually gets shafted for activity, so these are just idle thoughts. IDK. It's all good. DESIRE TO PLAY: 8/10 ODDS OF DROPPING: 010

Lor; damselflies

P.S. I know I totally flaked out on the relationship meme I did a little while ago. My internet totally shit itself for a few days and I just kind of. Dropped it. But I'll do another one when Hunter hits 10k (holy shit) and I promise I won't drop it. :< HAVE FAITH IN ME.